I think I can't make it...

Hi guys I live in Iran and as you know Isreal attacked us many times in the past three days! I'm really scared of my future i don't know if Israel will kill us or letting us live, i have a lot of dreams in my heart but I don't think I can achieve them, I'm not sure if I should end my life with my own hand or let them kill us (and me), i lost my hope for life i can hear Israel's missiles passing and exploding near me. I don't know what i supposed to do, end it with myself, letting them kill me or even waiting for this war to end ... I can't stop crying while writing this because I'm not sure if I can survive another day or not I'm sorry for my bad English