Grief of many kinds

Currently overwhelmed because I’m grieving the loss of my mom… my bipolar SO discarding me… financial loss… moving across country with no family just a best friend in a state I’ve never been to. I loss a friend of almost 8 years because they decided to end the relationship during a time I needed them the most. I got a divorce a year ago… it’s all just hitting me now that I have my mom’s funeral around the corner. Especially the financial and still not being on my feet after almost a year… really everything is bothering me but I only have the mental capacity to focus on one defeating thing at a time. Now I’m so numb I don’t want to move. I am my own worst critic too.