Am I going to hell?

So when I was a teenager I was dating a girl who I’ll admit was abit off, and she one day revealed that she was satanist, I should’ve kicked her to the side but me being a teenager getting some light action I said you know what screw it me too I am too God is fascist basically is what I said. And now, I regret it every single day, I beg God for forgiveness for what I’ve done as a teenager but I read what I’ve done was blasphemy