Selfishness

Is it selfish to want someone to care? Is it selfish to drop my issues on someone else, even when they can't help? Is it selfish that I don't have any energy or empathy to help anyone else? Is it selfish to want someone to ask how my day is going, and not have to worry about talking about myself too much? Is it selfish of me to think about myself?

I think I am selfish. I don't want to be part of anyone's lives or be a part of this world knowing that. I wish I could care about other people more.