So...what to do now? (A question to endgame players)

I have trimmed and 200m together last week and since then I've just been struggling to find reasons to play. Honestly my clan is really the big motivator to keep playing but I just don't know what to do now.

Take PvM for example, it's probably gonna take me 3+ years to get golden reaper (which is fine like I understand it's a grind) but for what? A title? And then? It's not like I need the cash either, granted I'd just throw drop parties with it I guess.

Some of my friends have said to just make an iron, but...why? I don't really want to start over and have to grind for qol stuff just to grind even more to get to a point to where I can PvM and stuff as I already do now.

I've thought about true trim even before I got trim comp but after getting this done I realized I'll just feel the same way. It just seems like alot of nonsense anyways?

What motivates you guys who are at the tip of the iceberg of endgame? How do you do it? Why do you do it?