needing advice

i just lost what i thought was my dream job today, it wasn't my fault or anything but now i don't know what to do

i'm 22 and getting married this fall to the love of my life, i live in a smallish city with my family close by in a smaller town. I absolutely love my family and am pretty happy here but after today i feel like something needs to change.

i love what i do for work and could find another job doing it close by if i wanted, plus i could stay close with my family (who i am extremely close with)

or... i could just go, me and my partner have toyed with the idea of moving somewhere while we are young and getting out into the world and making our own life

money is of course a concern, all the places we have in mind and more expensive but we could figure it out. i just don't know what to do, id hate to miss out on the opportunity to be young and move around and grow and try living somewhere new but i can't imagine being far away from my family.

i dont know what i hate more, missing out on time with them, or missing out on seeing the world while im young

any advice?