Should I (20F)text her or no ..

Yeah, so I’m desperate for answers. My long-distance boyfriend (25M) has kids, and I feel like he still messes around with the mother. Mind you, I found out about the kids on my own he never told me. Now I catch myself lurking on his baby mama’s page, looking for answers… Yes, I know it’s bad.

I really like him, and everything feels great except for this constant feeling of uneasiness and doubt. I’m tempted to message her from an anonymous account and ask. She doesn’t know me, and if he’s hiding kids, there’s no telling what else he’s hiding. I doubt he’d know it was me if she brought it up to him.

I don’t know someone please tell me what to do. I need brutal honesty, because deep down I already know what I should do. I just need someone to tell me I’m being stupid so I can actually do it, lol.