idk just feeling ddown

Do you wanna know why I feel the way I do it? Its because its so easy for you, you talk to people for a couple second and people are already head over heels for you and when I try I’m called a creep, so when you ask me to approach people believing I’m hot shit well, I’m not, I’m a freak. I do not belong in this city, this country, this planet. If I could i would abandon this ball of dirt and travel the starts and never see another human again because I am completely alien to them, I am not human. I am separate. I am something below human, and I have to find things that are like me to finally be accepted otherwise I am going to die alone in a hospital weeping and asking why I do not have any friends.