Every night its like this

Helps me cope though. Keeps me emotionally calm if not exactly regulated but also a bit paranoid and unproductive. I know I need to stop getting high smoking every night but I become a very agitated disagreeable difficult person when I'm sober. It'll be months yet before I can get therapy. 33 male unemployed barely functioning scatty sporadic disorganised and eccentric.

I mean, if it worked for Willy Nelson, right? The hopers and dreamers keep the fire lit our heart a burning ember like the big fat cherry on the blunt.