In desperate need of any guidance

Own my business, got super caught up in MCA loans without realizing how catostrophic they are to my business, got into them being promised by the guy we can get SBA loans and these go away blah blah

Basically, $476k in debt, roughly 20k leaves my account per week, and I’m all out of cash

What the fuck do I do? Have been incredibly suicidal recently with all of this stress and pressure, and I am on the verge of giving up and giving in. I really need some sort of help and what to do