I am so Done!

I am not a super user just try to do some exercises and get competitive with the leagues.I dragged myself to the finals of diamond league wuth the help of 3x and everything but despite giving an hour or so everyday I barely am at the 8th position with 8k now and everyone effing person above me is past 15k mark heck leaders are at 30k.How can someone even do this?At that point is it even learning😭I may get downvotes but this seriously demotivates me each of the earlier stages everyone finishing in the top 3 and even 5 had crazy ass numbers without Super some of em and I dragged my ass along with my everyday routine.What do they even do😭?!!!