[a4a] (MpF4A) looking to talk/roleplay about my true self.

(Feel free to look into my old prompts, they are always open!)

Ok, I want to make it short. I was born a man, but in me is a woman. Sadly, society and the nature of my body will never allow me to be who I really am. I try to cope with this by playing games, building worlds, and all these things. I would love to find someone who would play with me as my partner.

This wouldn't be a classic roleplay, more a conversation about what our life would look like, where we would jump into different situations in our relationships, and play these out. I like to have this conversation first, especially since I want to know what you like and what would expect from the RP and me. I am flexible, so if you have any idea that you would like to play out or that you would like to do, just tell me. The worst I would do is say “no,” and we would move on with something else.

Who would I be? I see myself in a more, to say it bluntly, traditional role. I would love to be a wife, a mother, doing everything I can to be there for my husband and kids. A natural pleaser, if you will. For my backstory, I like various “damsel in distress” tropes, issues at home, and/or financially or with my social life. Being in a shitty situation makes me even more dependent on you than usually and for some reason this is something that tickles me, the good old "I can fix her" trope. I like it if he has control over me, but not in a toxic way. I would do anything to please him and make sure I, for example, look a way he likes me. It's up to you to mold me into your ideal companion. Supermodel, tradwife, e-girl, bimbo, classic mom, whatever you like and whatever ideas you have! Otherwise, I have some refs ready for you, but I would love it if you could send me some you like to play! I couldn't choose what I look like if I were born a woman in real life either ;)

Now for your character. I have a preference for mind over muscles. I love nerds, I love shy guys because I know these are the ones with the biggest potential. I would love to take the shy, nervous, nerdy guy and be the support he needs to become the successful and dominant dream of a husband that I crave to have. Again, dominant not in a toxic way, but in a loving way. Think of it like carry and support in a video game. Me supporting you to unleash your true potential, while you win the game for me. Again, it's like the "I can fix her" trope but reversed a little bit. It's just a combination of characters I like

These ideas are not set in stone, though. We can go for something completely different, too. I just wrote this in to give you my basic idea, but if you want to go for something completely different, I'm open to your ideas. It just should be realistic, so no fantasy or sci-fi, but that's all. You don't have to play my boyfriend either, so yeah, if you also want to play as a girl, feel free to message me, maybe we can find something fun. It doesnt even have to be romantic it can be completely slutty too.
You don't even have to have a character at all. If you prefer to GM me through my new life, that's perfectly fine as well.

So yeah, if you like this idea, just send me a chat or pm. I prefer chat, but I know it doesn't work for everyone, although I would like to switch to Discord at some point since it is easier to keep up there. I like a more active style of roleplay and conversation, and I am not too much of a fan of everyone just sending a text once a day or something. That being said, due to my work, there are sometimes stretches of days where I have little to no time, so I'd rather have a day here or there where we both are active, rather than it lingering there in the background. I hope to hear from you! By the way, nothing is set in stone, so if you have any preferences or ideas, feel free to talk about them.

Disclaimer: If you are a Female who is in a similar situation to mine (living with gender dysphoria and looking for a way to live it out), you are especially welcome! Also, English is not my native language (it's German), but I always try my best to speak the best English I can! I probably won't be able to completely get rid of every little grammar mistake, so sorry in advance.

Also, I have a little kink for, for lack of a better word, anything that focuses on my look/style. Outfits, haircuts, piercings, bodymods, controlling them, and focusing on their changes and "existence". It isn't mandatory, but if you share this kink, it would be a huge +