Teaching of feminism to young boys doesn't make them feminists.

I was taught about feminism when I was 11 or 12 in school and I absolutely hated it to the level it felt traumatic and I was emotionally hurt. At age of 24 I don't consider myself a feminist. I would personally like to be a woman because I don't feel any privileges while being male so idk why I would want to support women when I don't consider myself privileges and have dreams about the privileges of woman that I am missing out.

My parents told me that me being a male is a burden to them. If I was a girl then they would marry me off to some guy and I won't be a burden to them. But since I am male they just need to tolerate my existence in their life.