I have no friends, got laid off at both my jobs due to the economy, parents took all my money and told me I need to move out, sibling feel ashamed of me for being their brother so they jumped in with other and bully me for being a loner and alopecia

I have no one. I used to have my grandparents that would actually want to talk to me and I felt safe and at home. Due to the economy I lost both my jobs. I gave my parents and sibling everything I could. I worked two jobs so I can shower them with gifts because otherwise they wouldn't even look at me. I never had a good relationship with my family as I was the black sheep. After I lost my job my parents just attacked me swore at me and called me a failure for being laid off. They took all my money in our account. I began to try to befriend my sibling and needed to talk to them because I always hear that you should talk to someone but they ended up just creating gossip about me. They spread rumours about me. They told any secret I had. The embarresemnt I I had. They always hated me but I just tried to get them to like me. I recently tried to start my own business and got a job cleaning a window. I asked her if she wanted to help me and I would give her some money. The owner gave me $80 I spend $20 on material and gave her $50 she told everyone that I was cheap and a shitty person. I didn't want to be gready and didn't make money on this but she began to make fun of for trying start a business and cleaning windows. I want to continue to rant but I'm sorry my brain just can't. I'm to tired. I can't anymore