A hand-job only FWB relationship

For the past 5 months, I [M21 university student] have been involved in a rather odd FWB relationship with the stunningly beautiful and sexy Becca [F21 university student].  Our usual only form of sexual contact is Becca giving me a hand-job.  This is on account of Becca being in a serious, long-term relationship with a guy who attends a distant college.  While she is clearly turned on by me and my good-sized cock, her sense of guilt and loyalty to her BF prevents anything else – not even intimate kissing.  Until last Friday night, that is….

Becca and I became very close friends and confidants over a year before anything happened between us.  We greatly enjoy each others company and have become very open with each other, often discussing some pretty intimate stuff.  Although I date other girls, I slowly became pretty obsessed with Becca.  Having conversed a couple of times about my largish cock (over 7.5” and nicely thick) and her seeing it hanging in my clothes, I noticed that she became intrigued.  Also, she revealed to me that her BF was on the small side.  One night, after a good amount of drinking and weed, she let her curiosity get the better of her.  She asked to see, then touch my guy.  She clearly enjoyed that experience.  Since then, we often conclude an evening together in her single room in an off-campus apartment with her rubbing me out.  While I always want to go further, she does not let me.  I am not complaining.  On account of practice, Becca has learned what I like and she does an amazing job.  I also love the expression on her face while she strokes; she clearly has an obsession with my cock.

On about our 14^(th) time doing this, again under the influence of alcohol, Becca actually slipped up and gave me a BJ.  She usually spits into her hand to provide lubrication.  On this night, she just hovered over my cock and drooled down onto it.  After doing this a few times, she unexpectedly lowered her mouth down onto my eager guy.  The inside of her mouth felt amazingly great to me and I started to go crazy under her.  Eventually, I came a boat-load into her mouth, which she promptly spit out all over the floor.  Despite her taking the initiative here, and me giving clear signals that I was about to cum, she got pretty freaked out about it, and then terribly wracked with guilt.  After this incident, we reverted back to hand-jobs only.

About seven hand-job dates later, I finished up, bid her goodnight, stepped out of her bedroom into the apartment common area, and shut her door.  Just then, one of her apartment-mates, John, came in through the main entrance.  I had known John for years and we were currently taking a class together.  So, instead of leaving right away, I sat with John at the kitchen table to quietly talk about this particular class.  While we were speaking, suddenly the clear sound of Becca having a loud orgasm could be heard coming through her closed door.  My eyes shot up quizzically and John replied, “Dude.  We get to hear this almost every time you leave!”  I left the apartment shortly after, a bit shocked and amazed.

The next night, last Friday, I made it a point of meeting up with Becca and we ended up back in her room.  Being that we are so open with each other, I immediately told her what I had heard the night before.  Becca immediately turned the deepest shade of red and then confessed to me what I already knew; she can’t stop thinking about doing things with me and my “amazing cock.”  Then, she confessed something unexpected.  She reached under her bed and pulled out a small carry bag.  From the bag, she removed a dildo that was, in size and shape, a pretty good approximation of my cock.  She told me that she had surfed the web, looking at ~100 dildo ads to find the one that most closely resembled me.  “Wow”, was all I could muster; I was stunned.

Becca stopped speaking, and appeared pensive for a second.  Then, she looked up, threw her arms around me and said, “Fuck it!  I can’t keep denying what my heart and body desires.”  What followed was the best night of sex I have ever experienced; Becca said the same for her.  We were both passionate and very physical.  Becca also was adventurous, telling me at one point that she wanted to try things she never did with her BF.  I responded by slipping my thumb into her ass while we were doing some heavy doggy.  This drove her crazy, and the intense orgasm it caused had both her pussy and asshole contracting on me.  Also, when I needed some time to recharge, she let me use my doppelganger dildo on her.  I had never done this before.

Not sure what happens next, but I sure am feeling good