Help

So I’ve been working on quitting for over 3 months, it’s been a struggle. I think I’m struggling more. I’m not watching porn though, it may sound weird, but I haven’t gone to any porn websites in a while, I’ve stopped that urge but I believe it’s devolved into attempting to find lude images on YouTube, then I stopped that, and now I think I’m stuck at a point where I’m making no progress. My technical relapse today was watching YouTube, and going to the comments, seeing a bot account with a naked woman as the profile photo. Trying to report it I clicked on the link they had and it brought me to a fake like porn dating site, and every 5 seconds or so it would reload to a complete different website. And I just sat there looking at it, I kept letting it reload, and I just looked, I began to just space out. Then I clicked out, and instead of looking at that and masterbating I looked at photos of my girlfriend. I’m not sure where to go from here in the last 22 days I’ve had 7 “relapses” in the same manner, just dumb relapses, like attempting to find something in-fit for YouTube. I’d appreciate any tips, and thoughts on this, mostly anything.

Posted Jun 23, 2025, 4:10 AM UTC

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