I'm old :(

I turn 20 in like an hour. I feel like I missed out on alot ngl. I didn't accept that I was gay until this year and I haven't even come out to anyone yet. I feel like I missed out on a lot of things as a teenager and I'm sad its over. I haven't really posted here but I just wanna say I had fun here while it lasted.

Sorry just a little rant. It felt like a big deal to me even though I'm not doing anything special for it. I'll be leaving this sub after tonight.