Update: I think I'm gay (after only 27 years and 2 failed relationships)

Sorry for only updating today. I wanted to give an update for those who commented on my post.

The day I made this post I chickened out so I didn't say anything. Nerves played a trick on me XD. Then the new guy had two days off and we only saw each other again today. I'm not lying, when I saw him it was like ‘wow, we haven't seen each other for years’, my heart was racing, and his smile was like feeling the sun and me being superman recharging energy, and I think I had an erection that I had to hide so I wouldn't look so virgin and urgent.

Anyway, work was busy for both of us so I had to wait until I finished to talk to him.... and again I chickened out. The nerves, his smile, the way his eyes were narrowing... made me go silent. And my silly mind not knowing if he is gay or not made me invite him to the cinema. Just like that, out of the blue..... And he said yes. AHHHHH.

So on Thursday we'll have a non-date at the movies and I hope to tell him how I feel there, if we don't end up eating each other's mouths off first. Wish me luck! And give me tips on how to tell him how I feel without getting cold feet or chickening out again.