Sissy things I've said out loud

Throughout my years of watching porn and experimenting there are a few times where I found myself so caught up in the porn that I accidentally said something out loud.

I recently said something that the sissiest part of my brain reacted and said "wow I can't believe you said that." And it inspired me to try and make this list.

1. I know it's frowned upon to have a race/bbc fetish. But I mean it when I say that I never even noticed men/the dick in porn until the first time I saw a bbc in porn and I said "Damn." Followed by "look at that dick." Follower by "it's beautiful."

2. "fuck they're all so hot." I tested myself to see if I was really into bbc or if it was just a one off thing, I pulled up a site that was just solo black men jerking off. I liked all of it.

3. "oh fuck, I get it now." I didn't understand why the women in porn went feral for big cocks until there was one on video I found of a man jerking off and he had his entire cock and balls oiled up. His cock was very long, average thickness but very long. His balls were massive and drooped pretty low. I was in love at first watch, my mouth watered. Which led me to...

4. "fuck id suck it." I watched the same video a few nights in a row. Loved it. Loved cumming to it. Tried to time my orgasm with his but never lasted long enough

5. "God I want that inside of me." 1-6 on this list took place within the same week. I couldn't stop watching other guys jerk off. I loved looking at big dicks. But I thought it was just fun and games until i admitted out loud that I would suck one. The next day I saw a cock that was massive enough that I knew I wanted it to fuck me.

6. "spread that ass. That's amazing." I've always loved rimming women. When I saw this man with his ass to the camera with his knees on a couch, spreading his ass with one hand and using the other to either spread his ass or slow stroke his dick, I thought maybe I'd be willing to rim a man too

7. "He could turn me gay whenever he wanted." I consider myself straight, in the send that I date and have sex with women. Im neither romantically nor sexually attracted to men. But. Ive always loved looking at big dicks and have always thirsted for them. They bring out the bitch in me. They bring out the sissy in me. I want to submit and worship.

8. "if that were me id stay still for you daddy." It was girl getting fucked from behind. The man was trying to make her arch her back so he could crush her how he wanted to but she kept complaining about the pain and arching the wrong way and even sitting up. She told him he was too big. I thought "I don't care how bad it hurts. For a dick that big, I'd do whatever it takes to give it how he wants it

9. "take the condom off you whore. I'd let you fuck me raw daddy." Self explanatory. She put a condom on his massive dick, and no matter what the circumstance id never make a dick that nice wear a condom

10. "mmm that looks too good. I'd do it." I've always loved cuck porn, always wanted to be a cuck but one of my rules has always been that id never eat a cream pie and was actually firmly against cream pies in general. But one video finally made it click for me and as I saw the cum sliding out of the woman I knew I was willing to eat the loads, even as far as...

11. "oh im jealous. I'd lick it off his feet too." Was a really odd master/bdsm slave video. The man was very lightly spanking, whipping, choking the woman. It wasn't hardcore in anyway despite the setting being a very grotesque sex dungeon. But the finish was him cumming onto his feet and the floor. What didn't get on his feet, he stepped on so it was between his toes and all the soles of his feet. She licked them clean, the floors too. I was jealous.

12. "id suck that in front of my entire family." Just a massive bbc. I was in awe.

13. "I want it on my face, I want it in my eyes." Was a video of a man with a massive cock in a sauna. He had the camera showing all the sweat dripping off his cock and balls. I felt like it was almost a waste to let the sweat fall onto the floor. I wanted it on my face, on my tongue. I didn't even want to suck him. To let my face. Nose, eyes, mouth be a collecting bowl for his cock and ball sweat was good for me. Not the only time I thought about sweat because...

14. "I want to rim him after his match." I won't say who but I watched a video of an old school 90s black wrestler. He was in pretty tight trunks and had a massive ass. I was so turned on by his ass alone that I thought "I dont care how gross and sweaty it is, id rim it after the match.

15. "fuck, I want him to 🍇grape 🍇 me." Probably the worst thing I ever said. And it was the inspiration for this post.

What are the worst things you've said watching porn. Not during sex/sexting someone. Just when you're alone.