It hurt because it doesn’t hurt enough or I’m yet to enter sad phase?

Hello!

I met someone really awesome and sort of perfect for me. I met someone I can open up after 7 years. Things didn’t work out for some reasons.

It was sort of on and off for 2 months. My hopes were kinda high and low during 2 months.

Things for me officially ended 1 week back.I don’t feel that much sad. I do think about her and how things could have been different.

I feel sad because it doesn’t hurt as much as I was expecting.

Idk how to go about it.