I'm gonna run away and die atp

Tweaking because I'm gonna skip my classes. I have no one to talk to about my problems and thoughts, and my parents aren't gonna br any help. (From experience.)

I don't know what my goal is, I just want to get them aware of my mental state right now. I have a history of mental problems and several attempts (they only know of some) and have tried therapy. They aren't the most open to it and I find it difficult to even open up to them.

I just want to chill in a mall, by myself. I'll get into trouble because I'm sure I'll get caught. I have been having suicidal ideation so I can only hope I don't do anything later on...