I feel like I'm destined to be alone

So I'm 30 years old and have never been in a relationship, dating apps never work for me they just make me feel even more insignificant. I don't think I'm ungly but I can't really say I'm not due to never having female interaction I do work out regularly I eat healthy and being in nature is my biggest interest. I was molested as a kid so I've always been odd and never new how to talk to woman or was showed.

To be completely honest I don't feel like I deserve romantic love just as much as I feel like I'm destined to be alone.