Life is falling apart

Mom disowned me on my 30th birthday, wheel flew off while driving 45 mph and had to move out the same weekend, only to find out it was my dad's ignorance that caused it. I have borderline and happened to have started therapy two days before all this, and now I just told my partner of 9 years we might need a break because of my mental health issues.

I haven't tried anything. I have lied about doing so before. This time I feel different. My TMJ is super flared up; a puppy I'm overnight sitting hit me hard in the nose earlier. My ears are burning and I keep losing hearing from the jaw joint swelling.

I'm strangely calm.