I have some struggles and need help

I have been suffering from ocd for the past 3 months and this was something that just has randomly happened and i have been having spiritual ocd thoughts and stuff like blasmous thoughts and all these negative thoughts being said in my head about God. Jesus. Holy spirit. But mostly the holy spirit. I made a post today and I'm not going to explain it but it was me being worried about these thoughts and stuff and this said that it's me doing it because I posted about it for 3 days straight and that I'm just blaming it on other stuff instead of taking responsibility and saying I'm thinking of it on purpose or that I found a loophole to name the HS stuff which I'm not doing. So because of his comment that made me feel like I'm not forgiven anymore and that like God won't forgive me and it upset me so much that I started to question myself and the ocd thoughts stopped for a bit but then started again and right now it's 6:18am and for the entire night I have been having the same thought for 8 hours play in my head saying "the HS is a f&g" and I prayed and prayed and I legit was talking to Jesus like he's right here to focus on him and it wasn't doing it that much till I stopped talking to Jesus and I kept praying saying "I rebuke against these thoughts in the name of jesus christ amen" and I prayed that so much and it still helping and I'm like screw it and went onto my phone and it stopped