Have a gf, normally call myself straight, now ordering thigh high socks and have a man sending me a dildo so i can video myself riding it.... (20m).

These past (almost two months) have been insane lol. i at first got rid of the dildo i secretly bougt for myself in april, leaving at college and deleting my old reddit count because i was nervous and figured i wouldnt need it that much.

here i am right back to here, and i dont plan on leaving again. I was really missing the dildo too, so after continuing to send men pictures and be made to be submissive, a very nice person has offered to send me a dildo. im going to send this man videos of me with a toy in my ass. i almost cant believe it, but id almost certainly say i feel excited about it. on top of that, ive gone ahead and ordered myself thigh high socks and a thong just so i can show myself off better, i cant believe im loving all of this.

i have to keep it secret for now, but my curiousity to submit and bottom and be bred is getting more serious, it didnt help that ive seen that there a definitely plenty of people near me ready to take my anal virginty. this is all insane, but id say im not hating it lmao. Just thought i'd share my progress at this point, i feel like im starting to enjoy being slutty more and more

what do i do? how much further will it go? im so excited but unsure at the same time i feel like this is too addicting lol