retired parents as the last child

i might sound too priviledged sa post na to HAHAHHGA

my parents are almost 60, and my dad was supposed to retire when he was 55 but nag-aaral pa ate ko sa nu w no scholarship and my brother is unemployed. nag dodorm din si ate so kahit malaki savings naming family papa had to continue.

hindi naman siya nagcocomplain abt money, actually gastador nga siya e HAHAHA pero we have stable income naman kasi. my brother was an IT student so he needed a laptop but since second hand lang yung gamit niya nung college, it broke and my dad brought him an asus gaming laptop kasi yun gusto niya. same with my sister who really needs it since archi student siya.

now my sister is graduating, and in two years my dad will be retired.

nakapasok ako sa pup. but even before that talagang puro state u lang in-applyan ko and sa isang priv na school na in-applyan ko, i know na kahit pumasa ako, hindi ako makakapasok since masyadong mahal tuition fee.

i am really happy na sa state u ako, but i know na dun lang talaga happy parents ko na nakapasok ako since wala ng bayad dun.

but nakakainis lang HAHAHAHHAHA. may ipad ako, 9th gen since kinakailangan ko ng laptop w the amount of schoolworks i had nung shs. tas dahil mahal laptop, i compromised with ipad since kaya naman ng baon ko pag ipunan laptop tsaka mouse e. but now gusto ko sana ng laptop. kahit hindi gaming. kahit second hand lang ok na. pero sumbat sakin may iPad naman daw ako HAHAHAHH mind you hindi pro or 11th gen man lamg binili sakin kasi 9th gen was the cheapest one we cpuld buy.

so sabi ko sa sarili ko, okay sige. kahit nag-promise sakin na bibilhan ako ng pc ng nanay ko kapag nag valedictorian or atleast salutatorian ako. okay sige kahit salutatorian ako, di kaya siguro ng money or hindi practical kasi may ipad ako.

but yung dorm HAHAHAHAH gustong gusto ko mag dorm as long as i can remember. ik na hjndi masyado practical since pup is mostly online. pero kahit sanay ako mamasahe, di ko kinakaya pag baha since nasisira routine ko pag ganun (ocd girlie sorry haha). even so, gusto rin ng ate ko to have the room by herself. just like i did all those years ago.

but surprise surprise di pwede HAHAHAHHAHA first daw, impractical. which wow di naman nagtatatrabaho si kuya may gaming laptop siya? na most of the time ako gumagamit? wala ng school si ate but you're still paying for this month's rent sa condo niya kasi minsan kailangan niyang bumalik to help her friend? okay sige sabi niya yan eh.

but sa second, i really understand na retired na si papa in two years. so money is kind of tight on big spendings. i just think na sa lahat ng sabi nila rerewardan ako, sa lahat ng compromise ko i would at least get something that i want. not finding an alternative para lang mag kasya. not having to do something para lang makuha gusto ko. i would just get it kasi gusto ko.

long rant pero yun lang HAHAHHA

TL;DR: most ng nareceive ng mga kapatid ko di ko na marereceive kasi retired na parents ko