27M - Lonely and mostly looking for girls to talk to

Hopefully the title doesn't sound too creepy. I've been pretty lonely my entire life and am really bad at meeting new people. I'm unemployed and have been pretty much my entire life. I struggle with depression and anxiety so it's difficult for me to work. The reason I specify females in the title is because I've never really had any girls as friends so i struggle talking to them and wanna make new friends as well as try to get better socially. I'm mostly looking for long term as I'd like to try to build a connection with someone that shares my interests/ideas/situation. I dig the gothic vibe and have started to become a little interested in demonology.

Interests: guitar, video editing, astronomy, video games, album art, music (usually metalcore/deathcore but have a soft spot for softer songs)

If any of that interests you, feel free to send me a message :)