Straight man wanting to be fucked by trans women

I’ve been watching tons of trans porn and I am very turned on be a female looking figure with a large cock I really enjoy watch trans porn while fucking my ass with a large dildo and jerking my cock until I cum like a fucking fountain I can’t stop thinking about or dreaming about it but it always on my mind I want to be used like a cum dumpster and fucked until I’m gaped open with cum pouring out my my ass, riding and fucking my dildos isn’t cutting it any more I need to feel a large trans cock in me and need to feel a warm cum load in me