Fucked up

Hey 21M I was a simple boy with loving family 1 year ago. But this reddit change everything in my life. Before I have no kinky fantasies but slowly slowly after seeing stuff on reddit I pretend I like it just to jerk of and fun. I used to make some dark kinky story about my family just for fun and chat with other but slowly slowly it's getting real. Now I am in cuckold. I want some dude fu#k my f@mily in front and humiliation stuff also. I wanted to be degraded. Even I become bi ( I only had 3 tym sex with girl or( I say with my ex) , and had 10time with men's and 3 time with trans (paid sex ). This experience just indulge me into this more. I told all of this stuff to my 2 college friends and now they say some stuff or degrade my f@mily to me and I just turned on. What should I do ,I don't have problem in this , I am enjoying this I like it. But morally I know it's not write. And there is no limit of my dark fantasies towards my f@mily in real. If u want to talk you can dm me.