I want to buy a mask badly.

Not so much a post of anything but rather a vent... I really badly want to buy a mask~ in the last weeks I finally gained the confidence to show myself off 🥰💞 it was perhaps the most empowering thing I've done in my entire life, and has made me feel so happy. But now I find myself becoming obsessed with buying a mask 😭💞 does anyone else feel this? The idea of maybe a pretty porcelain mask would be so nice. Or maybe I'm strange for this idk 😔😔😔 what are the opinions on these?