one trip to ujjain and my savior my istha gave me param shanti, healed me, moved me on, i got my tej back, got my will power back, got my sanity back, got my logistic and critical thinking back.

im no stranger to his miracles, but i would say i was in a doubt, because of the downs, but even in my toughest he never leaved me alone, im truly grateful, i believed in him never believed in humans, never bothered when humans flipped me over, but him being silent in the most critical moments of my life, i was hurt uk, when you trust in someone deeply, i was done with his subtle bulawe, but he took it upon himself to summon me, i dont remember from the entrance to the main garbhshaya, it was like 5 mins, and i was still, its been a week or something, and i got rebuilt, shankara litreally raised my consciousness from tamaso to satwa, and its like what they wished wrote in the adwaitam.

im not scared coz i know he got me, im not in a fomo coz i know he have plans for me, and most importantly im not alone, he is with me.always.