Im anew and upcoming femboy, but im lowkey really nervous about it :/

Ive been getting really into the while Femboy thibg recently. Ive been watching alot of tiktoks with Femboys, ive been trying to shave my legs, even bought my first thigh highs just three days ago (still waiting on them). But sinse I bought them, Ive been having massive doughts, Ive been wondering if I should even do this. Ive been interested in it, but im kinda nervous at the thought of me wearing feminine clothing. All ive been thinking is if I should even do this, if its just a phase, if its not something I should do. Mabey its because I grew up as a straight male, and its not like my parents would disown me, they have said many times that they would be sopportive if I ever came out, but theres still a little bit of me thats really nervous about this. Idk, I just wanted to talk, and felt like reddit would be a good place. Sorry if im not making much sense here too, its kinda my first time textibg in reddit🤷‍♂️. Wish me luck, and thanks for reading <3