Mtf wanting to remove breasts but still feel trans?

7 years ago I got implants and at the time I felt like I had to be ultra feminine to pass and feel safe. Well now that a lot has happened and I’m older and found more community in a new city and experience how others can feel free in their gender, I had a really devastating realization that I really hate my breasts and don’t want them anymore. I want to be flat like I was before implants.

The thing is, my looks and identity are so hinged on being this busty woman. But I dont wanna be that, but I do still see myself as a woman just not a busty one and maybe more androgynous one. Or something, I’m still trying to understand. I just feel confused about how can I explain to people why my large breasts are gone (once I make an appt) and how to adjust to these sort of “reverse” dysphoria feelings I’m getting