Is it odd that I don't get as stressed as killer as I do survivor?

I have ADHD so this could be a reason, but I always find myself wanting to play killer more often and I find the multitasking/time management alot more easy to handle than trying to hide from the killer and work on gens + saving people, like by the end of a match as survivor I need to take a break from the game cause of how high my adrenaline is but for Killer I barely feel frustrated if I loose or tense if I won, idk it just feels more comfortable to be the killer than the survivors, sure I ran into a few toxic survivors here and there but that's ALOT less frustrating than being facecamped and all that other stuff.