I miss it so much

I still think about him day and night, even after all these months of no contact it’s hard to process without any closure. What we had may have only lasted a few weeks, but I still remember those romantic nights and the time we shared and things he would say to me. It truly made me feel special to him.

I’m writing this while drunk, but honestly, every time I drink, he’s all I can think about. I was told not to reach out after, and I haven’t- but damn, it still hurts not to have any closure or even see him again. I wonder if he ever thinks about me at all after all these months…