I never wanted to be your rebound

But that's what you made me into. A shameful secret I'm not allowed to tell anyone, it's collateral damage to us both. I cry constantly because I'm so angry that I let myself feel hurt by you. For thinking so highly of you. Of what I thought was our friendship. You used it to your advantage when I wanted to support you and now I'm the one carrying nothing but pain and scars. It's torn me apart inside because I can't tell my friends that became your friends. You broke their hearts too. You left us all because you can't stand the sight of me. The coward that you are hurt people that matter to me. Fuck you for fucking up and being so scared of any consequence that you hurt people who love you to pieces. You don't deserve our friendship.