Need some help

I’ve been studying a lot about how Gen-z’s and whatever label there else is, is having an epidemic of “estranging their parents”. I wonder if I might be next to go NC with family.

I am diagnosed with a mood disorder caused by abuse/neglect and depression, with a lot more other things. I’ve started therapy and slowly with time have come to this position of, “when can I really leave?”

I want to leave home. I’m 22 years old. I was given an ultimatum that I won’t dive deep into but it’s in my posts. I’m trying to pay off my debts and collect everything I can. I have one more year till I get my bachelors. But I feel like it’s such a long period. I’m not worried about where I’ll stay if I leave, it’s the planning and emotional preparation that is stopping me.

I just want to know what it was like for you guys to go through this process from beginning to end if possible.

I know my posts doesn’t seem like I’ve been through a lot, but I genuinely have. 😔 I don’t know how to prove myself more. There’s nothing too small too little for advice. Thank you