Sleeping my life away

I hate living so much that the only time I’m content is if I’m sleeping. Now it’s gotten to the point that I’m devoted to sleeping as much of my life away as possible until I can work up the courage to end it. I’ve always been a very good, deep sleeper so this isn’t very new to me. I can consistently sleep 10-12 hours a night/day even 16+ with sleep aids. Apparently most hums sleep away 1/3 of their life and by the end of mine it will probably be significantly higher.