Not enough to hold her

Today I saw a reel on Instagram with a quote " There's is always enough to keep me coming back to her but enough to hold her in my arms forever." This hits me really hard I don't know if other felt it but to me these words are exact what I've been through for the past two years. She is beautiful, friendly and when we're together we vibe so good like world is just meant for the two of us yet we both know we are not fit to be in relationship. Our goals are different, the lifestyle we want is different. Basically she is complete opposite yet I keep coming back to her for love. I don't know what I expect by sharing this but if any suggestions can help would be delighted.