Sometimes I wish something tragic would happen in my life just so it wouldn't be this dull and meaningless

I'm on the second half of my last year of highschool and it's passing by like wind because nothing interesting happens. Everyone I meet is doing something with their teenage years planning ahead and I'm just stuck in place, like everything's happening around me and I'm Frozen, Nothing happens, I've two friends who are looking for a job looking forward to moving states, buying a house, applying to college, and I still feel like I haven't started with my teenage years, i feel like I'm still to press start in the phase everyone completed.

My teenage years are dull and boring, no parties, no hang outs, few friends. Sometimes I wish I went through some drama, something that filled this empty space or something that justified me being frozen in time.

Sometimes it's like I lived not a single day since I was 13, I'm 18 now. I've had no boyfriend, i have no plans on doing my country's SAT's, I have no motivation to even finish the school year, but I I drag myself to it.

I don't know I just feel like I'm not living my life, I'm just washing it pass by with no idea how to actually live it. I have even caught myself wishing I'd live some drama or trauma or tragedy so it wouldn't be this dull