Church Trauma

Originally posted on r/christianity.

1. Long story short, I was sexually harassed in 2019 by a man about my mom's age (early 50s) when I was 17. He made remarks suggesting he, uh.. insert his stuff into me, and, uh..

That man grew in wealth, donates lump amounts as offertories and stuff. Meanwhile I developed a fear of men and remained in that state until about 2022.

2. The earlier priest cared not much for the people, but stands at their doorstep asking for offerings.

The one who came recently, he has a notorious history of being a womanizer.

3. Elders are in the same backward thinking as the 70s. (My church is in a village).

What am I supposed to do?