Did the math

I did the math tonight, I need to consume a minimum of 8fl of bitter almond oil for the conversion to cyanide to result in a 100% lethal dose. Just need my next check to come in and I’ll buy it then need to pick a place to camp out so no friends or family have to be the ones to find me. My birthday is coming up, I think that might be a good day. It will hurt my family but that doesn’t matter to me anymore. None of this matters.