Im having a hard night

My abuser keeps messaging me non stop and I have to reply because my pets are still at her house

I know if I sour things I'm never going to see them again and my sister will be forced to take care of them like she has been with all the other animals her mother (my abuser) hoards.

Hearing the state of the house she forced me to help renovate and the filth my siblings and pets have to live in just broke me, like a cheap curtain rod.

The only person i have ever felt safe with is hundreds of miles away and i dont know what to do. I jist need someone to talk to or somewhere to turn. Why is it that even living away from her i feel so fucking trapped

I can't drive right now but she can so of she shows up, what the fuck am o supposed to do

I don't want my siblings to have to see her get arrested, and knowing her she'll lie her way out of any charges regardless of what she did.