My (Female, 24) Sexual Relationship With My Grandmother

I've tried to keep this post up for the longest time. My last couple accounts got banned due to this story and I've gotten so much hate from it to the point where I feel that I shouldn't even continue making posts about it. But my post about it on my last account ended up getting a few really nice responses and so I've decided to try again. Here goes. If there's any older women, grandmothers, or just women in general who can relate to this then please feel free to say anything you want to.

Anyway, so she's always been quite loving with me but for the last 10 or so years, things slowly turned a bit more romantic. Nothing too serious, just a lot of hugging and touching. Including touching my thighs, my back, kissing me on the lips, things like that. I started developing romantic feelings for her a long time ago and felt kinda ashamed about it due to the stigma. Anyway, as I became as the years went by and well into my adult years and 20s, things shifted quite a lot and she would do things like walk around naked in front of me whenever I came over her house, ask me to touch her, and just very sexual things. I didn't mind any of this and was actually quite flattered by it. One time, she even joked to me that she should get a clit piercing and asked me to take a look at her pussy to see how it would fit her. I was a bit shocked at this request but I was happy to oblige and so after she lifted her leg to place it upon the table I was sitting it, I placed my hands on her thighs and looked at her shaved pussy. She joked that she shaved it just for me and told her that it looked beautiful. She joked again that I seemed like I wanted to taste a bit of my grandma's pussy and again, I blushed with embarrassment because in the end, I really did want to. So she encouraged me to see how it tasted and so I stuck my tongue out and lightly licked her pussy lips much to her delight. Unfortunately, it wasn't for very long but I loved what I tasted.

What changed everything even more was that a few months ago while I was at her house, I felt something strong inside me that just wanted her and wanted to take things to the next level. I felt love for her. And so I told her about an insecurity of mine about my clit being on the much bigger side and asked if she could judge how it looks for me. I was worried about her response and wondered if it was an odd request to make but to my surprise, she happily and eagerly agreed to take a look at my pussy for me. So I layed down on her couch, removed my panties and lifted my legs above my head. My pussy became wet just at the sight of her and feeling her touching my thighs. She reassured me that my clit looked beautiful and that any man would be lucky to have it. This time, I made sure to tell her that it would make me happy if she had it instead and that made her smile and ask me to let grandma lick my wet little pussy, and so she started rubbing my clit and all over my pussy, sliding her beautiful fingers into it. She soon started sucking and licking all over my pussy and I couldn't hide how good this made me feel. We had sex that night and as much as I loved it and as much as I love her and what we have, I'm so conflicted about everything. I know that our relationship is highly taboo and morally very wrong on so many levels and so that's what makes me feel terrible about everything. Was I wrong for what I did?