Anyone feel more suicidal on antidepressants?

Basically the title. I had been on antidepressants all my life and felt super suicidal that entire time. A year or so ago I went off antidepressants and all the suicidal thoughts went away and I didn't self harm at all. I recently got back on them because my OCD was unbearable. Thankfully the antidepressants work for the OCD. But after a year of no self harm and suicidal thoughts it has all come back. I broke my streak of not self harming for a year. I guess I'm just wondering if this has happened to anyone else.