Drugs I’ve done list

I’m 19M from the UK and i guess i’ll whack my own list in here

alcohol - 5/10 basically the baseline drug that is widely accepted, started at 14 and basically quit at 16. on and off since 18, but it loses it’s fun value after a while, I just feel sick & i actually get hangovers now

weed - 8/10 (0/10 for the time it gave me psychosis that lasted a year, along with lasting anxiety lol) again started at 14, was smoking 4+ blunts a day for a while idk how i even managed this as i’ve forgotten that entire year almost due to drinking daily as well lol, from 2022-23 all weed did was give me anxiety and panic attacks but now i smoke a bowl or 3 every night and if i get anxious i just tell myself to stop and im just high so it’s pretty good, cant smoke joints or blunts anymore though as my tolerance is still rock bottom and sometimes i feel like im gonna green out after a couple bowls lmfao. miss and dont miss being able to function after a couple drags of a spliff lol

lean - 7/10 again started when i was 14😂 (2020 was fun) had a couple months/weeks of use every so often, was fun. only just recently tried it again this year a few times, was good but not as good as i remember it, also i threw up everywhere 2 out of the handful of times ive tried it this year, and also being bloated and constipated for a couple days after wasnt fun, dont remember that from back then lol

valium - 8/10 first tried it when i was around 15 i believe, i only had 10mg i think (2x5mg) but i felt pretty good, tried it a few times in the years leading up until january this year when i got prescribed it for anxiety finally (then subsequently taken off of the prescription, as the uk doesn’t hand out benzos like candy as ive seen in other countries) feels amazing recreationally, works really well medically too when used right, i have however bought quite a few black market blisters, sometimes theyre just pure chalk and other times im conked out from 10mg, not the worst to be fair

xans - 3/10 bought 100 pills for £100 off a guy i know and subsequently got addicted without realising it, led to me buying them off the internet and getting even more addicted, horrible withdrawals. but they were quite fun and worked amazingly for anxiety, unfortunately too much good = a whole lot of bad and that was the case for me enjoying being anxiety free, leading into crippling withdrawal. i managed to taper off however, but i do also still feel like im withdrawing sometimes which is weird, not sure how that even works.

MDMA (powdered and pills) - 9/10 so fun, ive never really had any comedowns, ive hallucinated a couple times, thrown up while rolling once and didnt care (i normally sit heaving for ages after throwing up) i literally just sat up, spewed, and laid right back down on the road next to my gf. good stuff and obviously only used in moderation, however i did go through a very short phase of pinging(rolling) every week for around a month

pregabalin - 8/10 currently prescribed these, like 2 weeks ago currently, pretty good at prescribed dose (75mg twice a day) i think it works for anxiety idk, i cant tell too much of a difference at low doses, but ive taken up to 600mg and its really fun, obviously tolerance builds insanely fast with these drugs and also plummets pretty fast too, so im currently not taking it for the next couple of days (off it for 2 days now) as i plan for 300mg to hit the same as it did before. when i took 600mg it was like a mix of alcohol, mdma, benzos and opiates but a NICE mix of these things, like a slight mdma euphoria with the same sort of social inhibition, same for the alcohol side, and also being a bit stumbly, the chillness of benzos and opiates along with the head buzz of these 2. pretty good 👍

cocaine - 5/10 pretty mid to be fair, but also pretty good especially when paired with alcohol, i can’t explain it. its pretty crap but just a couple weeks to a month ago i did it again (paired with a bunch of beer) in some random blokes house and i felt really euphoric and good. and i feel like that’s how it was supposed to feel all the times ive done it before. i guess i railed lines instead of doing a couple of keys or 1-2 lines like i would do normally so maybe that’s what was different, but i can remember feeling really good after my first line, my gf however did not have a similar experience and she felt horrible after doing 2 lines so i took her home straightaway as i realised i’d gotten her in a dangerous situation

ket - 0/10 i didnt feel anything lol, i’ll probs try it again sometime idk

codeine pills - 7/10 same as lean, just pill form

DHC (idk how to spell dihydrocodeine) - 8/10 i’ve only ever done it twice and both times were the exact same scenario, old guy at festival gives me it for back pain, i get home from festival and take it while making beats w my bro on discord or some shit, feel fuckin amazing, begin nodding off and end up waking up face down on my desk with a lazy eye (funniest snaps i ever wake up and look at after not remembering sending any) and sleep the next day away pretty much, and also get told by bro that i spoke maybe 1 word every 20 mins while in the call after it’d hit fully and i’d began nodding off, but at least im not constipated nor was i nauseous while on it.

PRESCRIPTIONS (short) (for mental issues lol)

sertraline - shit fluoexatine - shit amitriptyline - good for anxiety and all the physical effects i have but gave me erectile dysfunction sooo had to go off it💔 propranolol - didnt do anything

i’ve honestly forgotten all the shit the GP’s have prescribed me over the years so im missing a whole bunch but they were mainly SSRI’s and other shit and if i’m not on them rn they’re probably shit (For me anyways, as i know all of it is subjective and everyone reacts wayyyyy differently to these drugs. ik a few people who said sertraline was a godsend but all it did for me was give me a 4 day long headache and then did nothing after that)

but yeah thats it (i think, ive more than likely missed something out but idk its 4am and i ran out of weed so i cant sleep lol) pretty normal list i think