33M Florida male wants to eat pasta with you someday.

The easiest way for you guys to understand why I post here is this.

Whenever I have an adventure. An idea. A goal. A dream. In my head good friends. Not hi bye friends. Not people I know. Good friends would want to be a part of that in some way. Whether doing it alongside me. Listening to me talking about it. Or encouraging me.

What I get from most of these guys is a 4th less fun option.

Apathy. And it would be easy if I was the least liked friend or something, but these guys love me. Im invited to their weddings and their parties and concerts and whatever. They have apathy for each other. It's a stagnant group of apathetic people. And that is so fucking soul crushingly boring, I can't stand it.

Especially since I'm not done. Trying new things. Failing. Rising to new heights.

Someone other than me better be excited when I start benching 250 by the end of next month. I already cracked 200. Started uh... may.

On my gym journey. Journey sounds like it has an end goal. I don't see that. Continued improvement till my last day. Thats what I fuck with. Thats what I value. What I covet in new people.

Somehow some of you read that and then bring the opposite my way.

I love it.

I love the internet. I ask for people local( florida) my first message will be from the Philippines. Every time. California ( other side of America)

You will be the exception, I know it.