I can’t take it anymore

I slept for the first time in 2 days earlier, for 1 hour. I can’t fucking take it anymore I need just one full night I feel like I’m losing my mind, I can already feel my memory getting completely fucked. I have slept like a total of 15 hours this past week and I just can’t fucking take it, none of the fucking pills are working I even took a fucking benzo nothing is working. I’m sorry I just needed to vent