The past

I'm so glad this is all finally behind me, for years I thought I was the problem but I never was, for years I just thought we were sexually incompatible bit no turns out you were into the same stuff, just not into me. All you cared about was my dick and the drugs I could get. Thankfully that's past me now, even though I know the truth, that you slept with countless other men and the guys stalking me were your past fuck bois all jealous. It did hurt a lot at first knowing you liked all the same things but wanted none of it with me, you use the children against me to hurt me but your no longer in that position, you hold no power over me. It took months for me to gain any kind of self confidence back but after awhile I realized you were right, there are plenty of women who want me, and for once in my life I'm treated good and can get my dick wet anytime I want without feeling like shit afterwards. I guess all that's different is I used to want you happy, now we both want each other miserable. Just know I'll never reach out again, I won't ever fall for "but I miss you" lying ass shit, time to heal and be the person I always wanted to be. 🥰