My soul is ugly too

I’m ugly and my soul is ugly too I’m sorry but my time is threw theirs really nothing more that I can do I swear it’s true I used to love you too but I’m nasty and I’ve slithered threw the door I couldn’t stand your presence you spit me out and that hurt me to the core I cut myself and now my emotions start to pour we were nothing more than lust and desperation once I’m dead my ghost will come and haunt you